My way I want... are we going right away? Sometimes the frustrations that come from the gap between reality and ideal make us lose what we wanted and complicate the path we should go. When we realize that we, who have been believed to be special, are nothing, will we rather have a special opportunity? If we expect something too much, our disappointment can be increased, but if we let ourselves down and try to be faithful to the time and place in front of us, the opportunity may be surely come, because the pain of frustration is just a waste of time. This work expresses maze life with these contents.